Bancian........... BRA

Normally this is a perv thing but for me is quite ok. Yeah, I'm running a bancian again... (dear, i think i get it right this time). BANCIAN again but this time is for BRA. Hehe... kindly help in this and looking for the BRA :P

A) Sex/Age

B) How many bra's do you own?

C) What colors and ur age to see the differences

D) Why do you own this/these? (optional)

Loneliness

CNY is near the corner. And honestly I didn’t feel any joy or happiness deep in my heart. It should be a joyful occasion. It should be celebrated. It should be treated as a holiday. For me… it’s a sickening occasion where I should think of: Where will I be? Where it will be celebrated? What will happen during these days? What should I do? What can I do?

When my phone rang, I picked up. I don’t hear any single word. It made me wonder. It made me worry. It made me feel uncomfortable. I can’t concentrate the whole day. I hit my toe and it became black.

When the sun set, I headed home. My head was spinning. My mind was floating. I felt the loneliness. I felt the pain. I felt scared. I felt tired. I hide under the blanket. My tears dropped…

Memories are harder to forget

I'll do what I do

You'll go back to being you

and will both forget

this phase were going through

I'll forget ur laugh and u'll forget my smile

We'll both forget the times we spent together

while u'll forget the memories

i'll forget ur name and we'll both forget the unbearable pain

I see u with her

u see him with me

we've forgotten each other

u r just another face i see.

The harder you try to forget, and you'll just remember.

Is it normal, is it not?

...... Is simply an unanswerable question.....

Research : RESULT

The result was out after i have done my bacian among my frens. Thanks all for your kind co-operation and help!

Welcome the super undies queen : Daniel. H

Still awaiting for his calculation. But he has the most collection among my subjek. Trust me... Others pls... gambate!

Research : Undies...

Doing a research/calculation now ... how many pair of undies do u have ?

I really wonder... how could one owns more than 50 pcs!

Insomnia

I am awake at 3am and blogging. Huh... i must be crazy.The fact is --- I can't sleep. I do not know what to do. I do slept a lot after the "pill" from 11pm - 3 am and I can't sleep now. HELP me !!! I do feel tired but my head is too heavy. Can't put it to rest. What happen to me?!

• Counting sheeps -- Yes, I did. but i do have funny ideas for example: the sheeps are afraid to jump! :P
• Soft Music --- Even worst, i found that annoying... too noisy.
• Milk --- Helpless for my body.. doesnt work
• Blue and calm Sky-- someone suggested to me to think of any calm, blue sky, but.. a no no
• Essential oils -- i had dozens but seems like i don't quite like it burning.
• Off all lights --- of course i did. But I also scared of darkness.
• Sleeping pills --- I tried years back, and is useless!
• Sleeping supplements --- Yet to test the fullest of it's efficacy but seems like i am still awake after the pill.

I think i had tried every single solutions but still failed. Any other good one?

Year of Mice -- 2008

Started the new year 2008 celebration at Desmond's with the others. Enjoyable and fun. Feel happy for the companionship of beloved and others. Feel pretty sad though without my buddy with me. I hope I can have him too with the gang. I can just ring and wish him a happy new year. Hope you are happy and fine, dearest.

The day started quite ok but quitely i was a bit down in heart. Feel bit down for the unreachable call and sms-s. But it was over after an email. I seen it through. I realized something. I start smiling again for my fool-est mind. Spent the whole morning with my grandma and uncle's family in Damansara. Then went off to pick my beloved to Andriez's pool side party. The guys are too slow so i suggested that we swim first. Become "a fish" for about 45 mins before leave for dinner with beloved's family. Then, jalan-jalan at my favourite "activity" -- pasar malam. Miss the old days with buddy in the night markets almost everyday!

Then...... balik and zzzzzzzz as i'm tired like mad. However, the following days and days are full of some disturbances and annoying calls and voice messages. Pretty sienz and stress. Luckily beloved and buddy are there to help me out. Sorry dear, awal awal tahun dah kena minta tolong hang to help up and sama-sama jalan kat jalan yang berduri.

Hope the road ahead wont be too hard for me to walk alone....