By myself walking,
To myself talkingWhen as I ruminate
On my untold fate,
Scarcely seem I,
Alone sufficiently,
Black thoughts continually
Crowding my privacy.
Frankly, I do not know what to post. The feelings deep in my heart are as the poem above. Family, Love, Friends --- I seems like have too little of that. However, I felt glad I still have somebody there for me, when I am sad, when I am happy. Is too sad and heart pain to see the truth. But I do learn to appreciate and love more. My tears fall easily these days seeing sad truth. I do not know how to pour. May be I've learn to keep all this while. The real truths arent easy to take. I've been too weak to handle. I had tried to be strong. But the pain is still there. And I knew the day will come no matter what, and I just hope I can be strong to handle and my dear will be there by my side.
To myself talkingWhen as I ruminate
On my untold fate,
Scarcely seem I,
Alone sufficiently,
Black thoughts continually
Crowding my privacy.
Frankly, I do not know what to post. The feelings deep in my heart are as the poem above. Family, Love, Friends --- I seems like have too little of that. However, I felt glad I still have somebody there for me, when I am sad, when I am happy. Is too sad and heart pain to see the truth. But I do learn to appreciate and love more. My tears fall easily these days seeing sad truth. I do not know how to pour. May be I've learn to keep all this while. The real truths arent easy to take. I've been too weak to handle. I had tried to be strong. But the pain is still there. And I knew the day will come no matter what, and I just hope I can be strong to handle and my dear will be there by my side.
