MY BIG day Celebration

Dear, HP and CK (Ex-hubby) manage to get me out of the blues on my BIG day. Been frustrated for the whole day itself waiting my car to be done in PERODUA but at last cannot be settle within the day. Sat at my room with tiredness and worrying for it. Haiz… So, dear suggest that we had a BIG celebration on the day itself.....

HP came back home bringing a cake and CK. Then we headed to pick dear at the station before heading to a simple meal (Teow Chew Porridge). HAHA… Such a creative suggestion from ME… (I’m being too FAT d… so have to think of something light. Ordered many many dishes… and of course porridge… Yummy yummy…

Oh… forget not a new super cute MONKEY for my car from dear… Never thought of getting soft toy liao as dear always scolded me for having a castle of soft-toy.. but he still got me one. Thank you, dear! Then, received a lovely hand-made card from.. cute and warming. J . HP gave me a cushion pig for my car also and CK bought my favorite oranges and rojak. We had a little CAKE cutting “ceremony” at home. Makan makan rojak and longan. Hehe… simple and yet nice!

Buddy had gave me a B’DAY KISS via skype a day before I go to bed as I can’t hold till 12am and I also got a real KISS from my dear on the day itself. Haha… happiest girl on the world! Hopefully next year can have both kissing me by my side. Hehe…. No prezzie also tak kisah….:) as they are the best prezzie I have in my life. (Wonder how ex-hubby think when he saw that… Can really see his eyes full of question marks…HAHAHA….)

Then we sent dear back and accompany HP to send CK balik rumah….Got a call from “someone”, luckily he is not too late… sincere and warmth wishes as well… felt lovely too.. (hmm…. Am I someone too easy to satisfy? :P) Felt a little tired and tidur mati before 12am…

A warm and beautiful Birthday…. I love it too much! Just a little sad without buddy… I looking forward for coming one… ( opps…. Coming one… means one year older wor… hmm… worth it with him around!)

P/S: Thanks my dearest... love you lots! "muaks"

Triple malang

I think no one will have "malang" for 3 days berturut-turut except poor me.

Today... haiz... car havent ready even by now. Tak pe.... the stupid TURBO car that they borrowed me.. is freaking cheap. I cant find the button to opent the fuel tank and the meter isnt working also. So I lantak still drive... I just have to... until....... it totally STOP!!!!

Cant start... I am in the quite, rural area near my place. Under the hot sun. With no air-cond from the stupid car. Awaiting to be "SAVED"..

Under fear and pressure for more than 30 mins.. I nearly fainted. Paid to a Indian boy who pass by to help to get petrol. Worrying whether he will buy or not. Also worrying how to open the fuel tank until he told can use key..

HAIZZZZ.......... bad bad day! I really having heart pain and headache now after the incident. I cant think of any to help at the moment. I cant think of what I can do. I cant have anyone to help me when I in need. Poor me..

HARI yang MALANG X2

Haiz.... sent my car to fix today. Since 1:20pm. Till now the car still at PERODUA.
I was told they needed 2-3 hours to get it fix. Okay... they borrowed me a car, a super TURBO kancil which like going to break into 2. Which like noisy like hell. Tak pe... asalkan i can reach home sudah.

Take a quick nap. Cant sleep well. Worried for my car. Mana tahu memang malang. Called them at 3.48pm, said will be ready an hour later. Called again at 520pm. Ask me to wait. called at 535pm.

"Your car cannot be fixed by today. We cannot remove the drive shaft la. Even the part also reach at 5pm. So, come tomorrow la"
"Tomorrow what time? Can I hold the TURBO?"
"Errgg... wait ar.." (Another 10 mins)
"Ok, Miss. You can have the car. Must lock properly. Must drive slowly. The fuel comsumption is very high"
"Ok, so tomorrow what time, still dunno. Your car is hard to fix. We will call u tomorrow"

Arghhh..... sienz la

Hari yang MALANG

"Hari yang malang"... is not a title for karangan.. it happend to me!

My car is burning a big hole at my wallet today… RM 516++ for repairing and servicing. Hai…. A stupid wire/string had gone into my drive shaft system, tide all over the drive shaft and cause the drum burst due to pressure. And it was NOT under warranty as is an accident which no one will have ever. But it does happen to me! WHY?

Tomorrow gotto go again for getting the part fix. A birthday of mine where I will need to spend the whole afternoon there…. SO SAD…

Try to cheer myself up to a better lunch. Turn up the shop was closed. Then bump into a German Cuisine Restaurant for lunch with colleague… but… BAD food with ok price. Went to florist.. To see some flowers.. but expensive and not nice!

What a bad day I have here…. T_T

Childhood

I've been driving back to hometown during CNY. First time...Hmm... Tiring. Backache as I injured it 2 days before the journey.

Stopped at my childhood place before I went back home which is an hour away. A place where I've grown up with my grand parents. Lots of memories. Good and bad. I've not seen those rooms and spaces which I spent most of my time when I was young. This time, I can spent sometime walking around and snapping photos.

The places are dusty. Pity my grandma that is staying there. Impossible for her to clean that by herself. She don't want me to help either. My heart was bitter seeing these. Luckily her room is still clean.

A room where i stayed till age of 12

A space where I swing "sarong" by myself

A space where I did my little cycling and TV session

How time flies.... I do not know what will happen to all these spaces when I am growing older, when my grandma is no longer around. What I knew is...memories of mine here will never fade.....

From the bottom of my heart

Growing up you were always there
Each and every day showing me that you cared
Spoiling me every chance that you had
Letting me know that is okay to be sad.

After school, you checked on me day after day
Listening to every word I had to say
Each moment we spent together
Will be special to me forever.

Twelve years I kept you in my sight
Now all I can do is hold the memories tight
The day your soul drifted high
My heart knew, and all I could do was cry.

A festive season with sorrow, I
I hide under the blanket
To find my myself in a state of distress,
I broke down into tears.

I have spent years trying to put it in my past
And in college I have come to peace with it at last
A part of my heart left with you
The part that told me what to do.

Once I became confused and lost
I went to the church where God I sought
God told me something I did not know
I have your hand on my shoulder telling me where to go.

I once thought the part of me that went with you
Was lost forever and would not be put to good use
I now realize that I never lost part of my soul
I simply shared it with you to keep me whole.

You watched over me while you were here
And I know that you will watch over me from up there
Grandpa, to me you meant the world
Now with you I can live in the world.

My love for you, Grandpa, In this festive season…

Your 17th anniversary.
I Miss you....