disappointment

This year started not so smooth for me as I am suffering with serious allergic. Really a suffering month for me and still the condition didn't get better after consulting two doctors. More than 7 visits. I am not well. I see no lights yet. But I still hope I will be better. My DEAR is there for me when I am in suffer. My Dearest is there to give me support. Everyone left me except them. Tonight I seen it. Time to accept. Time to ignore. Time to let go. Completely. Do hope my tears stop here – today is the day I see the truth.

bad condition

year 2009 started badly it seems.. having skin in bad bad condition. i dont know wat happen. i cant sleep by now after the medicine prescribed by dr though. i felt scared. i felt down. i felt the pain. i am worry. i know i might get better. but i know i also might get worst. i had no confident on my body. too many bad experiences in life. there are now more than 20 big blisters spots... they wont spread so dun run away. but they doesnt get better too T_T

little hope for 2009

Ended year 2008 with disappointment in heart... but do felt blessed for the loves from my love ones. 2009 a new year ahead.... unpredictable... just a little hope and wishes ... for those i love, stay healthy and happy always...