STRESS

Seriously having STRESS at work. Boss became more demanding. A marketing exec had resigned and no sign of getting any new one. I did ask but seems once I can still cope, no new recruitment will be done. Ridiculous reports. Demanding results. I felt bad.

At this hour. I still asleep. Basically I cant sleep well at night. My dear is also still at work. Pity him for being in that position. Once the responsibility getting higher, then workload will become heavier. Sometimes, I can just wish to had work with a MNC. Then, working hour wont be drag into this kind of timing.

May be I should go to see the other offer that still open for me? May be not? I dont know. Desicion is hard to make.

Don't be afraid to Fall in Love Again!

I watched PS I love You last night. A movie that i wanted to watch for so long. Thanks for my dear2 to get that downloaded for me. I finished the book 3 weeks back and my tears fall. And.. yesterday night i was into it again with that touching movie.

Don't be afraid to fall in love again.

A beautiful phrase that grabbed my attention.In my opinion, is easy to say than to do it. To fall in love with someone isn't as easy as it is. Sometimes, is not that we afraid to do so. The fact is we do not know how to open up our heart to someone else when we been hurt once. Falling in love is beautiful. Living in pain is a reality. When the love from someone is much greater than the pain you are living with, then you will try to love him back as well. It takes time to forget. It takes time to love again. But the day will definitely come. Smile :)

PS: A special dedication to my beloved FRIEND and myself. I love you, guy(s)!

Unlucky ME

I’ve been unlucky for lots of things in life. Having all the gadgets spoilt and malfunction. Even I have to need to go through a simple X-ray twice in a morning as the film got stuck in the machine. The level of unlucky really unbelievable and they just happened for no reason.

This time round is my little new car. It had been months I get to fix the problem but I still going round and round and problem still there. Today, I have to off for a day again for driving my car all the way up to RAWANG and waited there boringly But, it still not fix yet.

Life is just never easy for me. I have learnt throughout the way though, is not easy at all. I asked for hope, but was always ends with disappointment. I’m too used to that. The disappointment and sadness is far deep kept in my heart. I ask for HIS blessing but HE never answer yet or I am blessed in other way? I don’t know. What I can do, is hope for the best. That the rain will go away soon and sun start to shine again….

Dilemma

Been so long I didn’t update my blog. Not because of work or busy. But just have nothing to update about. Life is just passing by days by days. Work is normal and in good hands. Night market ‘shopping’ during weekdays with kawan D is enjoyable. Finally someone can be crazy with me visiting night market without buying things. Just wanna kill my time. I found that time passed so slow. Indeed very for me as I do think too much. Luckily I have kawan D and dear spending time with. I'll have dearest soon in JUNE. Complicated mindset now. Joyful and yet very worry. I scared I can't handle well. I hope I can do it best. For the best of him. Wish me luck!