Deep thought

I sat alone another day.
The world was moving all around me,
but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill.

There is too much fear inside.
I can't answer to it
The anxiety even controls that.

Everyone walking around me, but I can't move, the
apprehension paralyzes me.
My heart beats faster and faster.
I can feel it in my chest.

Beads of sweat
Racing
Falling
Running down my forehead.
All the thoughts swarm in my brain.
The fear picks up.
It is unbearable.
I'm so frightened, but I don't know what of.
The paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave.

Hope Pray Win
That's the only thing I can do now...