Unbearable

Today is the longest day. A tiring day. My head is heavy and still heavy.

Every complication is a challenge.

I give support. I give love

I’m tired

Tired of all these

Tired of ignorance and fight
Tired of living

I can't breathe
It feels like I'm suffocating
I get scared
I get tired

Tired of not being able to hold on
Hold on to life
To sanity
To happiness
For even one second of the day

Yes I’ve seen a lot of pain
Just couldn’t stand the sight
Didn’t dare to spell it
Fearing it will bring more

I hope I can just had to run away

Unbearable