Answer: Why Love is Blind

Ehhhem.... answer for Why Love is Blind?

A long long time ago, before the world was created and humans could set foot on it, virtues and vices floated around, not quite knowing what to do. One day, all of them were gathered together and Ingenious came up with an idea playing "hide-and-seek". Everyone like the idea and immediately, Madness shouted "I want to count, I want to coun

Since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the other agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started counting. As Madness counted, the vices and vitures ran off to look for places in which to hide.

Madness continued to shout out: "...79,80,..." By then, all the others were well hidden except for Love. Fickle as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. and this should nto surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Just when Madness got to 100, Love jumped into a rose bush. Madness turned around and shouted "I'm coming! I'm coming!"

Laziness was the first to be found as he did not have the energy to hide. Then Madness spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and passion at the centre of the earth.

One by one, Madness found them all, except for Love.He was getting desprate. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness "He is in the rose bush". Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the bush. He jabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop.

Love appreared from the bush, with both hands covering his face. Blood oozed from his eyes and trickled down his fingers. Madness had stabbed out Love's eyes with his pitch fork.

"What have I done?! What have I done?!" Madness screamed. " I have blinded you! How can I repair the damage?" Love answer "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you really want to do something for me, you can be my guide."

And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

Okay... that's the answer. So... what do you think ? :)

Why Love is Blind?

Why love is blind?

Anyone can give me the answer? (Before I told you mine :P)

A bridge away like thousand miles

My dear got an offer to be abroad. Yeah, abroad. Not said too far away but it isn't near either. Permanently. At least for 3 years he set that. Told him I felt sad to hear that. Told him my worries. He took that slamba je. "Haiya....only a bridge away, still contactable through emails ma."

Is a good chance for him to learn and experience. I knew that. Other than that, really didn't see much. He is not happy with the current job. So, I will upport. Though hard for me to let go.. But I shall learn to. Will be less contact. Will be lesser calls and emails. That will be a definate that I can predict. No promises.

My heart is pain.. I am learning to let go...

Fag Hag

When I was back from Europe a month ago, had a small gathering with an old friend, Sista A which apparently a old uni-mate. Such a small world!

Sista A passed a cool comment: "You are such a good fag-hag." "You are so lucky than any PLU for seeing and experiencing things that we adore for!"

Yeah... I felt blessed as well. And can I admit that I'm a good fag-hag. Haha.... I assume I'm, at least. I felt comfortable with my PLU friends. I felt that they are more understanding and even caring and loving than many other straight guys. Those people that I met are super nice people. There are lots around me and I am just comfortable with it. But, can you all leave some good one for me ar??? :P

The magnetic field for PLU are stronger and people around me also start getting the sense of that. We didn't discriminate nor had prejudis against any of them. I hope other also won't.

Bear in mind : Ich bin Ich (I'm who I'm). You all are the best!!

A good start and A bad ending

A new job. New environment. New start. Work is ok and will do my best. Thanks my beloved for giving me "lai si" :) . First time i got that in my life for my work. Hmm... a good one. A good start.

However my heart still heavy - for buddy and for myself. Something that I must let go.... buddy and beloved advised. They do not want me to suffer. I knew that...

But... why there is still a but, heh? I can't answer that. My heart is blinded. I have to learn to let go. I told myself. Give me some time. And the time is just near i knew. Should I ask? Should I keep silent? I do not know. I just observed and waited. And the disappointment is just getting deeper and deeper. Is time for me to let go.....

EXPLOSION

There is a Chinese saying “paper can’t wrap fire”. Finally, the explosion came! Unexpectedly. I had prepared for that. I had ready for that. I am ready to bear the responsibilities and I didn’t regret for everything. But.. I just didn’t expect for the inaccuracies and half-truth plus the added “garam cuka” from other parties. I had been careless. I felt sorry and guilty for that. I am angry and disappointed as well. I felt upset and worried in the meantime for him to blame me. I hope and pray for the less harm to him.

Many unnecessary people got involved. Many stories were created and finger pointing. Phone ringing non-stop and driving around up and down for more than 12 hours. Sorry to get beloved involved. Felt bad for him as he is really busy and tired. We do not want the conditions to become worst. We tried to get clarification. But, some people just hide themselves in the shell. Scolding back badly to hide their guilt and wrong did. We didn’t confront. We had no energy for that anymore. I felt really disappointed and sad. I had to let go finally. Seeing another side of one person. Different prospect. Different thinking. From concern to care and finally to revenge. Is that a consequence from “un-return” love? I do not know why. I can’t think more.

I was scolded badly from him finally. However, I am glad he does understand. I am glad he still loves me very much as his friend. I felt the warmth and care. I felt the bond for the friendship among 3 of us. I get the strength there. Few close friends were deeply concern and uphold me when I need them. Without that, I might totally collapse.

Things finally come to an end when I had to raise my voice first time in my life to elderly. I felt bad but I just had to. Too hard for me to take anymore. We are younger than those more “powerful” and “aged” people but doesn’t mean that we do not have brain. I can’t say I am very good and mature. But, I learnt and growth in life.

I still continue walking. With the accompany of buddy and beloved… I do believe we will be fine. With the love and understanding among us.. the bond gets stronger. We will shine… We will grow… We believe we will… God bless.

SANE IN L.O.V.E

Many people loose their “clear” and “consciousness” mind when getting involve with L.O.V.E. We always hope for fantasy and perfection. We always put hope in it. We put in our efforts and giving out love, to make things work. We thought that we do not hope for any return but eventually we did. We hope for the return of love; not a materialistic stuffs or valuable things. Just a simple hug and care, a sms or a simple warmth address already can make us fly up high.

But… do you think that we can keep giving? One day we might get “dried-up”. We will be tired as more disappointment when we do put in more hope. We might not be the priority in someone life. He/She might concern about you but you might be only one of the very small parts of his/her life. Only getting minimal reach out and love from the one we really love and care for. Is that what we want? Can we accept that?

Love is something that you can’t calculate how much you give, how much you gain. We can just do as much as we can to love. Our love might not be returned. No significant effort and promise. We can just choose to hold or let go in a relationship. Is not easy to find someone and give out our love. We might only get once chance in life.

Nobody knows the outcome in any relationship. Only HE knew. We shall just appreciate NOW and hope for THEN. Just bear in mind we must be sane; when to hold, when to let go. Life still has to go on. I pray for the best.