Tuesday, September 11, 2007

A good start and A bad ending

A new job. New environment. New start. Work is ok and will do my best. Thanks my beloved for giving me "lai si" :) . First time i got that in my life for my work. Hmm... a good one. A good start.

However my heart still heavy - for buddy and for myself. Something that I must let go.... buddy and beloved advised. They do not want me to suffer. I knew that...

But... why there is still a but, heh? I can't answer that. My heart is blinded. I have to learn to let go. I told myself. Give me some time. And the time is just near i knew. Should I ask? Should I keep silent? I do not know. I just observed and waited. And the disappointment is just getting deeper and deeper. Is time for me to let go.....

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