Thursday, June 12, 2008

Trauma and No Treatment

I can’t sleep well again these days after the incident. I was awake in scare again middle in the night. Something that can’t be brush off from my mind for years. Memories had flooded back. I froze. I wouldn't relax and I burst into tears. I do not know how to overcome that. I do not how to explain. I felt terrible scare and unsafe.

I can’t forgive and forget. It was registered in my brain. I have no power to erase it. Until unless one day my brain is going to be “formatted”. I wish for peace in mind.... but i don't think the day will come.

3 comments:

William said...

Can always reinstall.

Jason said...

Look forward... forward.

Cheryl said...

DEAR: Need more good installers n space

JASON: Trying hard.. dear..