HOPE AND PRAY

I’m back for about 2 weeks but time passed by like really slow and it was like a decade. Two weekends were occupied with holidays and now things getting to slow down back to normal. Hmm… I can’t say is normal. I can’t say is not. Too many things happened and now I was like a lost child. My mind is full. Now, I let go some of my problems but my mind won’t rest for others. I am sleepless in the night. My heart is painful. My breath is unstable. Did HE hear my prayer? Did HE love and care of him? No answers. No reply. I am receiving pressure. I can only convince them. I need to lie to comfort. As.. everything is un-answerable. I can only PRAY and HOPE…